AF has finally made her appearance. I will go into the doc tomorrow to make sure my ovaries are normal again, then get the green light to move forward with my first ever natural FET. Ready to get this show on the road!
On an unrelated note, dieting sucks balls when you are about to get AF, and when you do get AF. All I want is junk and more food. It'll be worth it in the end, it'll be worth it in the end.....
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I'm waiting on AF still. I know she can take about 4 days to show up. It's been 2 since dropping meds Fri night.
So I ended up in the er last night. I somehow in a freak accident with a box, scratched my cornea and am wearing a nifty eye patch. Today should be interesting. It hurts like hell, I'm supposed to be off work for two days, but can't do it bc I need to take 2-3 days for my transfer. I will always choose this potential child over all other aspects in my life. I also have to actually teach today for ACT, so that really sucks. I wish I could just chill in the back of my class with my eye patch. I'm going to have to keep the lights off somehow. Idk how I can do that since it's reading... Today is that moment of truth. The confirmation day. Judgement Day. D-Day. Beta Day.
Today is always so final, but honestly, I'm glad it is, and that we are here finally. I want this cycle over with. The really crappy thing, this morning I took tests, as I do every beta morning, but my urine was super super diluted bc I woke up sweating and to pee an hour to hour and a half before I woke up woke up. Did I mention I also chugged some water? In any event, I thought that I *might* see a faint ass line. 🤦♀️ WTF?! I guess it's a good thing today is blood draw. 🤷♀️ I also did have like a good half bottle of wine last night, bc you know, I had a negative test yesterday am. So who knows. I still am going to assume this failed, if they say otherwise, I might just pass out. I will update later with official results and my next steps (assuming doc is in). Until then, I bid you adieu. UPDATE: Ok, BFN which we knew. I can stop the PIO since I had the bleeding.
Yesterday was not a good day, so I ended up not posting.
I started bleeding after I woke up yesterday and then consistently spotted on and off all day, at times rather heavy. My doc upped my PIO to 2cc - 1 in am, 1 in pm. I'm still testing BFN, and honestly, I don't feel anything. I know this cycle failed. And it's OK. I have to remind myself it can take up to 6 transfers. It took 3 transfers to get pregnant the first time, it could take 3 to get pregnant a second time via IVF. We go in Saturday for our pregnancy test and next steps. I'm happy we have 2 embryos in the freezer, and honestly, I feel very positive about those 2. Which is odd because FET cycles have always been fairly useless for me. I didn't have that positive feeling this time, I had that rationalize it to be positive thing going on. When we got pregnant in June, I just knew that one of those transfers was going to work. Like I just knew it. I didn't feel that way my first IVF cycle, nor my first or second FET. But somehow, someway, I'm feeling like this is going to work. I can't quite tell if it's the FET from this cycle, or a new fresh cycle, but I know that we will be pregnant by May. I just know it. We are making a huge change starting Saturday, we are beginning the isagenix diet that I did a while back (when I unexpectedly got pregnant), but instead of 30 days, 2 weeks strict, then clean eating only. I'm excited to do this again. In any event, I'm going to beg to do a natural FET, I guess I'll just update on Saturday when I know what next steps are. |
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