We're at 4dp5dt, close to the halfway point. Not much new to report, still have a headache pretty consistently, tho could be related to caffeine withdrawal. Some mild cramping here and there, some pressure while peeing, slight hunger increase, very very gassy, still somewhat constipated. My boobs started to hurt a bit more than they have.
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8 days till OTD. I just really want to fast forward to this so it can be over with. I think I feel my cervix, which is not good. So who knows. I feel so jaded towards all this. I just wish I had the remote from Click so I can fast forward to where we have children.
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Today is 3dp5dt, my cramping has mostly subsided, which makes me sad. I just want to feel stuff dammit!! I just want this to finally work! Definitely having a hard time today. I've noticed that even with prune juice, I'm still having extreme difficulty with bowel movements- they're extremely painful and start causing nausea. I am also really gassy, and nothing is appealing to me food wise. Still having strange dreams. Boobs still hurt pretty bad, not sure if it's the same or worse.
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Part of me feels like this is happening soon, whether it is this transfer or another one, I feel like within the next 3 it'll finally work. And as I type that statement, I feel like this one did. Who knows 🤷♀️. 9 days till OTD. 🤞 🙏 🌈 Today is 2dp5dt, I have stayed in bed all day and slept most of it, but I have also watched a little TV/movies. I'm feeling super crampy on and off. Like my entire lower stomach and back hurt. I have a lot of pressure when I pee, and even more when I have gas. My boobs still hurt a lot, can't say if it's more or less, but they hurt. Ovaries hurt like hell, but could be related to retrieval. At times I have small bouts of nausea. Just hoping all this cramping are my little embabies getting nice and comfortable!
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10 more days till OTD! Not really sure if I'll test ahead of time, I did test to see if the trigger was still in my system this morning, looks like it is, but not too sure because I never tested after my trigger shot - totally forgot. Time shall tell, praying and hoping this works. 🙏 🤞 🌈 Today I am 1dp5dt, I've slept most of the day. I guess there isn't really much to report. I have pretty bad cramping that's been going on and off since I got home yesterday. No nausea (there was during the successful cycle). However, I did have plenty of nausea last night, but no idea why. My boobs hurt like hell, but they have for a while now, so it's from the meds.
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I have 11 more days to OTD. Just hoping this worked. 🤞 🙏 🌈 Officially PUPO with twins!!
I had 4 blasts, 2 transferred, 2 frozen. So I have 4 frozen embryos. 😊 So we actually saw a rainbow on our way in, AND I found out it was St Anthony's feast. I really hope these are good signs. OTD is on the 25th, 12 days. 🤞 🙏 🌈 Today is transfer day. I didn't sleep well, woke up in the middle of the night, couldn't get my butt outta bed. I'm so tired. I also don't feel any levels of anxiety whatsoever. I am super calm. Like I know it's going to be OK? 🤷♀️
My ovaries still hurt quite a bit from retrieval my guess, I'm hoping it doesn't impact the transfer/cycle outcome. I also need to put the herbal tape on my hands. I'm drinking a ton of water right now to flush my system, we'll stop and get food for breakfast, I need to remember go bring snacks because it'll be a long day. I might be the only transfer. I have no idea how many embryos we have, or how they've been doing. I'll find that out today and update. Here's to hoping this finally gives us a THB. 🤞 🙏 🌈 My transfer is tomorrow!!!!
I went on a Bender last night. I went to Applebee's around like midnight, and got a ton of their appetizers, not to mention the stress junk eating I did during the day. As a result? I feel like absolute 💩. I've decided to fast today. I'm going to eat fruit and nuts only, and drink lots of water. This is horrible how bad I feel today. My stomach is a mess and I woke up sweating really bad. I need to learn: no dairy, no grains. Of course I'm freaking out, hoping I didn't just kill my chances. I really feel terrible. Hence fasting should address that. My plan for today is:
Tomorrow's am plan:
Post transfer:
I plan to have a cup of chicken bone broth daily, plus my piña core. I'll also start lovenox tomorrow night. Really hoping this one is THE one. 🤞 🙏 Quick updates:
Title change from IVF/FET to IVF #4: Originally, this was going to be a harvest for PGS, but after hearing it can damage the embryos, we ultimately decided against it. Doc said better to do a fresh transfer, so we are. Transfer: Wednesday (5dt - yay!) Crazy symptoms related to PIO:
I've been having cramping more frequently, also drinking a lot of coffee to help drain fluids. Tomorrow will be clean eating only and NO coffee. Hoping this works. I had a major meltdown today waiting for results, I ate a lot of shit food and nothing of much substance, tomorrow will be veggies only. Planning a possible massage. We shall see. What's crazy is this is my 200th post; I figured but this point we'd actually have a child, instead we're still trying and have had two losses. We're in our 4th IVF. It stings so much to say that. Hoping it works. 🤞 🙏
Some Updates: Transfer: We currently have 7 embryos 😊. We need to call again on Monday to confirm a Monday or Wednesday transfer. Pain: holy crap I want to die now. I was not in pain right after, but as the meds wore off, I felt like crap. I might try to force myself to walk a little bit. Just hoping this finally works and we have a baby/babies from it. My boobs hurt like hell from the meds. No clue why, but holy 💩. It's bad. So, I feel fine. Like perfectly fine. Wtf?! Every other retrieval I have felt super shitty, this time I feel perfectly fine. A little sore, but nothing horrible.
I think they went to thaw my embryos from the last IVF cycle, then realized that I wasn't doing a transfer. So now I'm in full blown panic mode because that pretty much means they're gone. I'm sad. I know everything for a reason, but fuck. I text the Doctor in the am to find out when transfer is, I'm just hoping all is good and will end well. I'll update tomorrow after I find out more. |
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