I go in for another check today. Again, it's earlier than normal - usually you go back 3 days after your first check. This time, they want me in 2 days.
I'm really hoping for retrieval to fall on Thursday, just for work really, I don't necessarily want to be at work for two days after retrieval, I also don't want work giving me more shit for having a defective reproductive tract. In any event, I'll update after I hopefully see the Doctor. UPDATE: So retrieval is Friday, trigger Wednesday. So I'll be stimming for 9 days total. Fingers crossed this is the one. On another note, work was less than thrilled. Like I want to go thru this.
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I go in for monitoring today after being on four days of stims. I am a bit nervous truth be told, but hopeful that my doctor read the info on neupogen and agrees to letting me try it. If not that's ok, I'm planning to try CBD oil. I really do believe inflammation impacts a lot, and while I don't have an autoimmune disease, I do have IBS and food intolerances, which cause inflammation. Not to mention my allergies have been rather sucky lately.
I've pretty much had a round the clock headache this time, not really sure why. I'm still exercising, still having wine. I know I need to start lowering workout intensity for my safety. I'll update after doc's visit. UPDATE: So I Stimmed like really fast. I'm already on ganirelix and the merapur. I go back Monday. I hope to see the Doctor Monday, I want to ask him about the neupogen again. Today is my 3rd day of stims, I've been getting headaches around the clock this time. Kind of sucks, but what can I do?
This cycle I've really been kind of in fuck it mode. Like I've been drinking a glass of wine a night, I've been still working out - which I will for a while longer. I am limiting caffeine intake, I plan to go shooting if I can ever get a free moment. I'm just sick of how I've limited myself for every other cycle to no avail. I'm hoping this works, but definitely stepping away from caring too much. Work's been relatively easy. I've been out of my classroom for almost a week now, next week I'm out of my classroom - kind of - for mock testing. So I get to walk a lot 😊. They're crazy weeks, but like in a good way. It breaks up the monotony, and I don't have to get agitated with certain classes. So it totally works for me. This has legit been the easiest I've ever had it during work while stimming. I like it. 😎 I'm hoping that the fairly low stress levels will make worlds differences for my cycle. I'm hopeful. I really am. I also don't really care anymore like I used to. It took me almost five years to say, nah, this is first and screw you guys. I'm glad I'm finally here. I was too worried about everything before; hell, I sat in silence in the one IOC and didn't fret over it, instead I laughed. I wasn't going to let it bring me down. Not worth it. I have a big chunk who didn't pass because they opted not to study, missed classes, or didn't apply/pay attention to anything I've said over the last few weeks - and I didn't get upset over it. I'm very proud of myself for reaching this point. In any event, unless a new feeling pops up from stims, I'll likely keep my update until Saturday after my check. There really isn't much to report. I never got a chance to update yesterday.
Everything looked good. I think there's less follicles than usual - maybe like 6? I don't know. It's hard to count. Plus my stomach was all messed up yesterday, so I think it threw a lot off with seeing things clearly. Anyway, I go back Saturday, I took my first shot for this cycle yesterday. I just feel extremely positive about this cycle. Like, I just feel like I know it's going to work, whether it's the fresh or frozen, I don't know, but I do know, it's going to work. I'm not even really afraid that it'll backfire on me. Usually, doubt kind of creeps in, but it isn't here now. So, this is what I feel from stims:
I know in a day or two, I need to cut down my workouts. So today and tomorrow I'll take advantage of not quite being there yet. I actually had wine last night. I knew I just wanted a glass to doze off with. AF is here!!
Tomorrow is CD 2, I'm so excited for this cycle. I haven't been excited for a cycle in a long time. 🤞 |
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