I am 5 weeks today.
This time around, I am a lot more relaxed. I'm not overly sure why, and I just keep hoping it's not because I know something is wrong and it's like a new found coping mechanism. I actually haven't had the urge to test since we got our last beta level. I have been keeping relatively busy at work, we are coming up on where we need to be done with content and just start reviewing. I have also been busy doing things for work at night when I go home, and I have to work Saturday, so it's definitely been a busy time. We have 1 week left until we have our first ultrasound. I am excited, I am nervous, I just hope everything is doing exactly what it is supposed to do for this pregnancy to be successful. I know once a heartbeat is detected, I will feel 100x's better, and 1000x's better when we pass 8 weeks, and 10000x's better when we are safely out of the first trimester. As far as symptoms go, I guess they are on and off - some are mostly on, some come and go which is a little scary. Here is my list with frequency:
Still trying to guess how many babies we may potentially have, some days I lean towards 1, others I lean towards 2. I have been trying to keep really positive this time. I keep reminding myself this: this transfer had every single odd stacked against it, but it worked, so this little soul may actually just want to be born at this point. 🙏🙏🙏
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