AF is due technically today. So we wait. Since I was on two forms of progesterone - vaginal and IM shots - I don't have a clue when it's coming. I skipped last night's dose, because I just want AF to get here so I can move on.
I have a lot of questions for the Doctor. I want a plan I feel super solid with going forward. I'm sick of failure, after failure, after failure. We just want a fucking baby. I feel like we have tried almost anything and everything at this point. Since our pregnancy that ended in mc, we have had 5 transfers. Not one took. I have no idea why, or how to fix it. Ideally going forward, I want to do a cycle with HGH in preparation for a fifth fresh cycle. I want to transfer 2 and test the remaining. If that fails, I want to bank and test about 8 embryos to make sure we actually have healthy embryos, and ensure we are only transferring healthy ones. Studies are indicating that if you transfer a normal with an abnormal, they will both be rejected. So if you're going based on sight, it doesn't really mean shit. I also would like to do an ERA, I want to go 100% natural, and I want to be checked for endo. Basically, I want to use the rest of the school year to bank, and summer to transfer. I also want to try using neupagen and possibly humira. And definitely medrol. I cannot keep going through these failures. It's just becoming really difficult to justify moving forward and keeping faith. I took this failure really well, but because I'm used to failing.. Definitely not good.
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