RANT:
Why, without fail, do I always get a fucking pregnancy announcement thrown at me during a cycle?!?! Why?!? Like wtf did I ever do to deserve this?? My morning was great. I was in a great mood, went for a walk, was jamming out, super excited to try a new restaurant tonight. All that came to a halt when I approached the intersection on my way home from my walk. My BIL and SIL are apparently pregnant again. Because, when you are getting divorced and getting police involved the very logical thing is to get knocked up. Yup. There went my good mood. I hyperventilated, then sprinted the last .3 mi home and cried. Like I can't. I'm going to assume this cycle failed because these things almost always come around my BFNs. I'm already having a hard time with this transfer because if it fails, I find out the day before my angel baby's due date. So already, I already have a nice recipe for disaster. I have absolutely no one to talk to about this and that is making it so much worse. If I talk to my mom or dad, I'll be judged and called bitter and shit. My husband can't handle me right now without getting pissy. Like I can't. I'll just got sit in a corner and continue to cry now.
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