10dpo and 9dpiui = BFN on both FRER and wondfo.
Truth be told: 1. I'm not surprised - I think the iui occurred a little too late and 2. I really haven't felt much aside from a shit ton of cramping over the last two days. And headaches. I forgot about those - they come and go. Let's discuss the cramping. Omg. That's all I can say. This shit is actually going down my thighs. It's horrible. I have never experienced this before. Additionally, I woke up with that kicked in the stomach bit this morning - or I think I did. Idk. I just know the cramps are intense and shoot down my thighs. It isn't from working out because my weights are really low for me. Last night it felt like I pulled something around my one ovary when I rolled to my one side. So I guess I'll hold a little hope for the next 2-3 days. 12dpo is really my cut off for when I say this shit didn't work. 10dpo is - in theory and hope land - a little early. 12dpo is DH birthday, I would love to tell him it worked on that day, but I can't keep my hopes that high. This year has been extremely difficult. Last year, he was excited because we just found out a few weeks earlier that we were going to be parents. On some weird level, part of me feels this worked; however, after all the loss and failure over almost 5 years, I've learned to not be overly hopeful. On a side note somewhat unrelated, I keep seeing unicorns. Like everywhere. It's crazy. And swallows!! I have never seen a swallow before and I seen 2 over the last few days. I know they are good signs, but not sure if it's for this, or our next transfer. At least the next transfer, my stress levels won't be insane. I don't think this school year will be all that stressful. I feel I did a good job setting the foundation last year. Time will tell.
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