I am officially 2 days away from transfer. I'm excited, yet calm, but also maybe detached?
I know that the detached part doesn't sound good, but hear me out. I had 2 transfers fail with 4 good quality embryos. It is hard to be super gung ho and excited after two failures. I keep reminding myself this is a new cycle and I did take supplements that were supposed to help. I am not testing early, bc in reality there is nothing I can do, it either worked or it didn't. No sense in being depressed for a week before I can start over. I am definitely in a lot more pain this time than I was last time. I can still barely walk and sit without moderate pain. Bathroom trips are the absolute worse. The pressure is super intense to the point that I don't feel like I fully evacuate my bowels; this is a huge problem for me due to my laundry list of digestive issues. I'm just hoping it is all worth it in the end and we have a healthy take home baby/babies.
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