This cycle is pretty much a BFN. All my tests from yesterday and today are BFN. So now, I still need to continue stabbing myself with PIO until Saturday, to be told to wait 4 days and test again. Then we'll wait for AF, then move onto FET.
I am going to push to see if he'll do a natural FET, my body does not react well to estradiol on any level whatsoever. I feel like this is why our FET cycles have failed every single time. I'm finding it hard to keep hope alive. I'm finding I'm really angry with God, like wtf dude?! Why make us endure 2 MCs, and then go back to being infertile? Like wtf?!? Then, in addition to that, make us endure pregnancy announcement, after pregnancy announcement, and not to mention coming up on our first due date! How frigging sadistic. I'm still waiting for the gender reveal shit from the one announcement, don't worry, we'll probably get it about that time. Constant insult to injury. I need to give my boss the heads up today about this, idk how it's going to go. I guess we'll see. Now to think of a list of questions to ask the doctor on Saturday.
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