I'm in a much better place, I watched The Secret, which always helps pull me up and give me hope when I'm in a dark place.
Anyway, I'm 6 dpo today and yesterday I noticed that my urine smelt odd, it smelt this way when I was pregnant. I'm not trying to get my hopes up, but I noticed that and that I'm overly exhausted and ravenous, but at the same time, my boobs don't hurt and I can write off the exhaustion as due to melatonin. 🤷♀️. I feel like this is really really to get any type of symptoms. When I had my successful transfer, I had these symptoms at 2-3dp5dt which is 7-8dpo, so I feel it's too early at the evening of 5dpo. Whatever, I'm going to test the morning of my scratch anyhow as a precaution. I really am secretly holding out for it to be a BFP, but I just know better. I told DH yesterday that my urine was smelling funny and he got excited, I told him I wish I didn't tell him bc he needs to get his hopes way down low where they aren't existent. He's hopeful bc I'm exhausted and knocked off 6 spicy chicken and cheese tamales, and was still hungry. Amazing how much IF fucks you up to the point that you are afraid to ever be positive or hopeful that pendant can be achieved the OFW. In other news, my scratch is on Tuesday. Looking forward to moving forward. I know for a fact we can get pregnant thru IVF, so I am hopeful. I do plan on asking about the hcg wash (or an hcg booster shot) and maybe being on prednisone. Fingers crossed we are 3rd time lucky 🤞 🙏🙏🙏
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