So, BFN. Still. Tested the last three days and BFN. I'm like just done. I feel so defeated. I really thought maybe this LIT was going to give us a miracle, ha. I told DH I'm at the point that I'm ready to give up entirely. I hate that I have to wait another cycle to do any type of treatment; and I'm more stressed that we likely won't be fling ivf bc my period will never come three days early. Maybe 1, but not three. Would've been perfect to do ivf over winter break. No such luck. I feel so betrayed by my body and feel like God doesn't love me.
Oh well, I do my next LIT Saturday morning, then in two weeks my next endo scratch. I guess on the bright side, I can start running again and up my weights.
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