I might be ovulating early, by 3 days. I'm not sure yet but the test was close to positive last night. I kind of do secretly hope it is early like this so we can possibly do ivf over iui. I haven't tested yet this morning. If I do ovulate early, this cycle will be a wash due to the scratch being about 7dpo and potentially aborting the baby. So I guess we won't be using the mosey baby thing this time around. I have a few questions and hopes of we do iui - like a double insemination, immune suppression, going for 3 eggs. I'm hoping the answers to all those are yes.
Last night we decorated for Christmas, let me tell you how hard these holidays are this year. It sucks. Royally. We were planning the pregnancy announcement for our Christmas cards, we were expecting to be very close to giving birth. This blows. DH was depressed, I'm trying so hard to make the best of it. It's getting harder to remain hopeful. Especially when your body fails you multiple times. There are days that I just want to give up, and there are days I try very hard to be hopeful and positive. I just sometimes cannot get this shit under control. I've decided to put a lot of my energy into exercising and losing some weight over the next few weeks. I have 7 days to the scratch. I know that helped immensely last time and I'm praying it helps immensely this time. I also really want twins at this point as I really don't want to go thru this again. I'm also considering a surrogate at this point. I'm not sure how many more ivf cycles we'll do with transferring into me. I'm also considering donor eggs. Anything to get us our THB. The only thing definitely not on the table is adoption.
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