I haven't ovulated yet, or had my LH surge - that I know of. I didn't start to test until CD 11, so who knows if I missed it. I hate cycles post FET. Everything is off. Not to mention feeling crappy bc you're trying to lose estrogen weight gain. My last FET, I surged on CD 14, so maybe I'll surge on CD 14 this cycle - could be very late on CD 14, bc I did get AF very late - like 11pm this cycle.
I got this thing called PregPrep, I can't really use it by the book because I didn't get it until CD 10, and I was supposed to start it CD 5. So we'll see if it does anything. It's kind of nice to have some time off of treatments, but at the same time, I'm wrestling with feeling like I'm wasting time and just feeling discouraged. This whole thing is just very stressful - I just wish someone could guarantee me that at some point, I'll be holding a baby in my arms. I think that would make me feel a little at ease. It feels really good to be exercising again - it definitely gives me more energy. We're slowly inching towards Thanksgiving break and my next LIT - I swear it feels like an eternity. I feel like I'm living weekend to weekend. I have so much crap due this week at work. A lot of it, I missed while out and haven't been able to meet with anyone to figure out wtf I missed. So it's just craziness. I have meeting after meeting, so my conferences are shot. It needs to be Friday already. Halloween on a Tuesday just throws off the week - it feels like Friday, then you realize it isn't, then the week feels extra long. Oh well, wah wah wah.
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