So, I'm going to test early - I figure it's best to know if I have another CP. Plus I can't wait that long. I'm thinking about things in relation to ivf and days past transfer, so when I hit the equivalent of 5dp5dt, I'll likely test; so on Monday morning I'll start testing. I've been noticing an increase in CM, which I don't know if I've ever experienced in a natural cycle since it's been ages since I've actually gone thru one. I'm also very ravenous, but I've been drinking coffee every morning bc I'm exhausted. I'm really trying to cut the coffee out. I also have created some new jewelry for my business, I'm excited to see if it takes off. One is an ivf (or could be changed to iui) reiki charged beaded bracelet with charms that us ivf girls can appreciate: ivf got this, hope, faith, love, baby dust, pineapple, and little "baby dust" "dust" charms. It comes in amethyst, clear quartz, or Jade. Another is obsidian tassel earrings. And the final is birthstone reiki charged beaded bracelet with zodiac stamp (this one isn't listed yet - I want to make a few more samples before I post it on my shop). I feel like it's very difficult to find ivf things that are not shirts or really call attention to it - as open as I am, it's hard to be super open with it sometimes bc people ask a lot of questions, and some are really dumb and hurtful. And then I feel like people are trying to take advantage of us women at our worse times. That's a big part of why I started to make ivf jewelry, it really started as just for myself, but I'm seeing other women really like it, so I am trying to come up with more designs. I plan to come up with 1-2 New designs by Christmas for ivf, and I also intend to create a miscarriage piece as well. I really miss my would have been baby. I keep thinking of the year in terms of where I would be in my pregnancy, esp as the holidays come bc we were going to make a big announcement with our Christmas cards this year. I sometimes feel I really suffer in silence, esp while I'm put on the sidelines going thru LIT. I just keep hoping it's the magic ticket to give us our THB. I also know that in Dec, I won't be able to do another fresh cycle - that won't happen till Jan, bc I'll miss the ivf cut off by 2-3 days. So we'll have to attempt our first ever iui. I know everything happens for a reason, I just want this to finally lead us to our THB, and soon.
Well I will update when I test, and only 8 more days till my next LIT.
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