OK. I'm 10 dpo, it's CD 19. I am about 5 days out from AF and 6 days from ivf #5. Omg, totally just started thinking of mambo no 5....
So here are some updates:
I haven't gone to acupuncture, I just have been crazy busy and never got to go. I need to schedule that asap. So work. A couple weeks ago, I had my one admin kind of throw in my face that I've been absent for treatment and blamed that for student performance. My immediate supervisor was right there and did not even correct it, I had to correct it. I'm like yo, I legit move and work everything around my cycle. Which means, I change and filter everything to make sure the kids get work time only while I'm out. I legit tailor each absence and class around it. I was like you can get confirmation from my supervisor, and said supervisor remained silent. I was like dude really?! But this all just keeps validating my choice to leave being the correct one. The sucky thing is, I really do like most of my coworkers, so leaving them is difficult, but I am sick of being blamed for things I literally have zero control over. At what point do the kids get blamed for their action, or inaction? We're pushing them to college and they can barely write a sentence going into 12th grade. And the sad part is, that's an improvement. So what does that tell you about where they were when I got them?? My kids that are failing, are failing because they are choosing to not do the work. For fucks sake, they don't even go into spark notes to try to look like they read something. What does that tell you? They expect to magically pass still, and I really don't know why considering I failed like 16 of them last year (spoiler alert, still the same 16 kids). Oh, that's right, they magically passed over the summer. Silly me. In any event, I did have spotting yesterday, and it feels like I am now as well. I am not sure if it's connected to my scratch, or AF coming a little sooner, or both. I also had a lot of cervical pain, so who knows. Until the start of AF 🥂.
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