So, I should be 8 weeks pregnant; however, today we went in to see a maternal fetal specialist because my Obgyn felt there was something off in my ultrasound yesterday. We got the horrible news that the baby's heart had stopped in less than 12 hours and we need to decide on how we want to proceed.
I am shocked and completely devastated. I've spent the last few hours crying or sleeping. Tomorrow we go to see our re to just get a general feel for what happens next after miscarriage, followed by an appointment with my Obgyn, likely to schedule the D&C. I really thought this was for real, not to be taken from us. I know I still have 3 embryos and of course I'm now terrified they are going to be bad too. Statistically, 1-2 of these 5 total should be perfectly fine and healthy. And I know, yes, it's good to know we can finally get pregnant; however, that doesn't make this loss any easier abs anytime I hear that statement I legit want to punch someone out. I'll update briefly tomorrow. If you pray, please keep us in your prayers. This is by far the worse day of my life.
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